no plan

for the things i want to do, there's no script to follow
no outcome to imagine
just a feeling i'm chasing
and even that feeling is hard to put into words
which is what makes it so immobilizing
so impossible to act upon
because there's no outcome
only the next small step is known, and only known in the moment
and sometimes even that is unknown
sometimes the dots connect in the end
many are still on their own
probably because it's not the end, not yet